A loser

It has been 3 days after that interview, which was completely messed up.
I think I must have been labeled as a loser.

I spent a whole last week preparing for that, but it had been no more than 10 minutes before I was kicked out. Although the interviewer was still very polite and introduced another position he thought I could do, I knew I had no chance. Right now, I could only sit at home and wait for the HR to call me and say, "Congratulations, you are dead."

So what's wrong with me? I think the most mistake I made was I seemed to be so inconfidence. When I was doing my self-introduction, I didn't well point out what I'm good at, instead I said my several insufficiencies - what an idiot I am.... and then I saw the interviewer shaking his hand...

All right, I know there's a said that failure is the mother of success, which is also kind of experiences.

Wish I could do much better the next time.